Shadow Void

Hunk of Week; White Towel Dude

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RRQ; Losing Someone

Have you ever lost someone without having the chance to say goodbye?

Yeah, my Grandma and Grandpa on my mom's side. They both died and I was unable to go to the funerals. Sometimes, it kind of picks at me a bit.

Companionship

Companionship comes in many different forms. Some of us find it the pets that we keep. Now, the animals that I keep are not kept for companionship. I would love to have someone for an activity partner. Someone who doesn't mind hiking. Maybe someone who shares a common interest or two. Hmm…wishful thinking?

Get Over It

Your actions, your words; they scream of your brand of hate. From one ear to another, your hate is spread. Every action, every voice that you dislike stirs your anger till it erupts. You reach out with a voice filled with disdain, with actions that hurt, and actions that maim. You're free to raise your hateful banner up, but you should really just give it up. Walk away and turn away from those things that you profess. Do you know the pain you cause; can you see the tears that fall and the lives that are hurt? I do not think you care if any one person is hurt by your voice or your deeds. I want to yell it out; I want to scream what I think of your brand of hate.

This was written quite a while ago but it was never put to the blogs.

Hunk of The Week; Smiling Brit

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Boston Marathon

My heart goes out too all the participants, families, and friends of those who may have been hurt or killed by the bombings. I suppose more will be said about these bombings. All I can say is that this is sad.

Vision Blocked

Your eyes are blinded by your wrongs. No light can penetrate the blinders that you wear. You wander with outstretched arms to feel your way through life. Sometimes windows open allowing rays of light to enter in and give some warmth to a soul growing cold. Your eyes no longer see the world as it is. Your vision is obstructed by the curses that surround us. Curses; your past actions, blur your vision and wraps chains around your body. Actions that call out for more and more your deeds. As your darkness swirls about you, it seems to call out to grab your heart, and push you into more darkness. Your actions; your deeds, can be changed and your vision returned if you let your eye sight shift.

RRQ; Controversial

What is the most controversial thing about you, perhaps the most controversial thing you have participated in? Or maybe, what is too controversial a topic for you?

Hmmm….in my little corner of the world, that would be me being gay. Though I suppose, I push the envelope a bit and say that I support the gay marriage.

Temple

Back in 1999 as some of my long time readers know or may not know, I was engaged to be married in one of the LDS temples. I was to be married in April 2000 in the Chicago temple. Ended up not getting married and by not getting married, I was allowed to fully face my sexuality. Okay so maybe not completely face it but to begin to face it. Yes, I knew that I was gay at the time that I was engaged, but I really believed that marriage and the relationship therein would keep my sexuality at bay. Course, I knew better and I know better.

If you're new to the blog then here is some LDS doctrine for you Mormons who marry in the temple are not married till death do they part but for eternity. For me this meant facing eternity with someone that I loved but it wouldn't be enough to keep to keep my sexuality from showing through. I will always have that attraction for men in me and even if I never cheated on her physically, my eyes and mind would not be one hundred percent hers. I could never do that to someone, and I am very glad that she called things off. I digress.

Never having entered the temple myself, although I know there sacred. Entering the temple while still very important is not something that is in my future. I will not enter into the temple unworthily. Doing so would not provide any good vibes. Anyways, I am going to run.

Testing 2

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