Sometimes, I feel like I don't quite fit in anywhere. Since I'm and skinny, I don't really get into sports so, I don't fit in with the jocks. I'm not really super smart, so I don't fit in with the so called "geeks". I don't have a temple recommend or a wife, so I don't completely fit in with the other guys at church. I don't quite fit in with the gay community either, since I'm sticking with my guns. Today, I had a chance to fit in and enjoy being around the gay community. It felt weird not to be in Chicago. You have no idea how badly, I wanted to be out at Pride. Guess, it's the part of me that, enjoys being a part of something bigger. A friend of mine told me that I need to make friends within the community. It just seems like most of the guys, that I've seen are not interested in being friends. Some of them seem to want a friend with benefits. It's not what I want just yet, it's going to take time. I don't give out my trust to anyone. I've been hurt way to many times for that happen. I keep hoping that I'll get the nerve to come out of my shell
Talks to you later.