Okay so here is the thing, I am going to be closing out one of my stories, and I'm sure that there will be people who will hate me for it, but this is written by me. It's written from the heart but it's written for one of the characters in the new story. Which will be called "This is Seth". This piece will appear in one of the first few chapters of the story, thought I would give a sample of what Seth is going to be writing in his journal entries.
I would be the last one anyone would suspect of being a fag. Sports, you name it and I've played it. My classes, I pass because I'm a whiz. All my friends like me because I'm a goof. My parents love me because I'm a good kid. who does what I'm asked. I'm active at church and I'm active at school. So why do I have this burden to bear? I have never been abused or seen my dad's junk. There is no reason for me to have these feelings. Some people might say that this is just a part of me and that I need to just accept being gay. Why should I just accept something that I'm taught isn't right? Won't it go away if I ignore the attraction. I've known since the age of 11 that I've felt this way about my guy friends, so I know it's not just a phase. I want to live the straight life but, I don't know if I can without these feelings getting in the way. If I choose to come out will I say good-bye to the life that I've led up till know? Don't know which road I want to walk, the straight one or the gay one. I'm not afraid of challenges. Never been one to back down from a fight, if one has been forced upon me. I'm not afraid to stand up for others, when they clearly need my aid. So I guess, that I've answered a part of my question. I'm living my life, the way that it was meant to be lived.
Signed Simply Seth
Okay for those who have read the other stories, does this sound like the other characters at all.