Right Now

So this is me, feeling a little lost in thought. A few months back I met a guy and thought wow he was impressive. A few months prior to that I had met someone who seemed perfect and thought things were great. But this isn't about them, it's about me. I use to be able to speak with anyone. Now, not only do I not trust people like I use too, and I need to get over it. It might take someone to free me up from that issue. I use to talk to anyone and make friends with just about anyone who shared a connection. Somehow I feel like, I've lost that ability. A part of me feels as if the last guy pulled that from me. I need a chance to prove to the world, that I am me. I need to know that I can still talk to anyone and come away feeling okay about it.

Comments

[Steve in DE]

First, don't give up on your own ability to communicate with people. Second, please keep in mind that the world has a spectrum of people. There are plenty of people who will test your faith in human nature. There are, likewise, plenty of people who will bring happiness to your life. Unfortunately, we all have to navigate those waters, and have faith that the voyage is worth more than whatever risk there is of sinking!

Good luck to you--you deserve it!

[CB]

Thanks Steve! It does seem like this year has been about testing my faith in people. Hopefully, next year won't be so bad. Thank for for the great comment.