Right Now

So this is me, feeling a little lost in thought. A few months back I met a guy and thought wow he was impressive. A few months prior to that I had met someone who seemed perfect and thought things were great. But this isn't about them, it's about me. I use to be able to speak with anyone. Now, not only do I not trust people like I use too, and I need to get over it. It might take someone to free me up from that issue. I use to talk to anyone and make friends with just about anyone who shared a connection. Somehow I feel like, I've lost that ability. A part of me feels as if the last guy pulled that from me. I need a chance to prove to the world, that I am me. I need to know that I can still talk to anyone and come away feeling okay about it.